Monday, June 22, 2009

SHE'S GONE,LONG GONE and she won't be coming back

When u said you'll love me me,i love you back 100%,when you told me you wanna keep our relationship long,i believe you 100%,when you said i'll always be your boyfriend,I trusted you 100%.In the end,your love towards me just fade away,fade away until it end up all wrong.What was i to you the whole time? Was i just a paper,which you could tear and throw away to the dustbin everytime you did a mistake?? I was so stupid to believe every word you said to me.Fuck you and fuck your life,i have been played and i am so hurt.You vowed to stay with me but in the end u hurt me like that.



Love,Happiness that i spent with you,i'll forget everything coz i don't need a bitch like you in my life.Although i can't forget you but i don't wanna waste my time loving and believing you like i did when we went back together.Your love is and always will just be a lie and you'll be leaving in a world of lies.Now you've open my eyes and shown me that you're not to be trusted and i was so blind to not have seen your real face,and now you've shown me that you're a person who is not stable in your love life and i was wrong to not believe what my sister said about your type.Once not stable will always not BE stable.



Sadness,Anger and Depression wanders inside of me now,you've have hurt me until the max and i am so lost now.Alchohol and Cigarettes are things that will help me push away my Sadness,Anger and Depression.How i regretted to even give you a chance before,now even if you did love me back,i will never give you the chance nor am i going to be stupid to accept you again.My world just doesn't revolve around you,i can live my life without you,you will always be living in a world with full of lies.



Brothers and Sisters of mine,don't be worried coz i'll get over it eventually,just give me some time to clear my depression.I am thankfull that i have brothers and sisters like you who will always be there for me.I'll always live my life to the fullest no matter how depressed i am.

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